The story of one loneliness

You know...I don't understand...

What did I do to deserve this?

I did everything for my family.

I have been divorced for over 20 years and I still believe that I have vowed to marry one wife before God for life.

I did everything to make them happy: I worked hard... I built a house... they had everything...

She cheated on me...

I couldn't forget...

I left the house as I was. I slept in the stairwells... I didn't know... I didn't even think it was possible to rent a room... that I could go on living...

Years of depression...

Strangers helped...

my ex-wife took everything from me... and my company was generating large profits...

and

it's been like this for over 20 years...

alone

I did everything to have contact with my children...

You know...they're gorgeous!! Look...aren't they beautiful?

You know...they did it, they are exceptionally talented!!

See!! What careers they pursue...they are successful...

I am so proud of them!!

You know...they blocked me on Facebook...

Now I can't even see what they're up to...

this time I know why:

for the first time in my life I reminded myself...

After 20 years, it's time to sort out the past...

I still have nothing...

all the money went to alimony...

it is what it is...

this room in the hotel will be enough (maybe 9 m2)

health regret...

You know...I spent another Christmas Eve all alone...

but for the first time I know why the children didn't call...

almost all holidays looked the same...

I don't know...

what did I do to deserve it?

I tried so hard...

I did everything...

it is what it is...

23/01/2022